Yeah so it's the same thing again. I want to do this stuff, I want to sit and write, I want to do some income building activities and yet when I finally get my kids down for the night, I curl up into my bed and do nothing..... well maybe I read or watch tv, but I do nothing that is going to help me reach my goals. So that would explain the radio silence.
I am also much more effective at writing in the morning then I am at night, cylinders are all firing in the morning but not so much at night. But how do I just do things that are rather boring for my kids but are what fills me with passion? When my kids are up at 6:30 EVERY SINGLE DAY!!! I would have to get up at 5 in order to get my workout and even half an hour of writing without being disturbed. However, I am under the distinct impression that my children use me as an alarm clock, as soon as they hear me that is their signal to get up, so then I have to change my routine and do these things at night. And I just can't seem to find the motivation to do it!!!
For example, last night my kids were in bed by 7:30 and I went out to our trailer to have some time to myself. This would have been an amazing opportunity to do some writing and what did I do?? Oh yeah I watched four episodes of Supernatural!!! Not what I should have been doing but it's all I could do with the amount of energy I had.
And I do have things I need to get done, things I need to complete that aren't even related to my blog or novels and yet I keep avoiding those tasks as well. But this is me, resolving to start building a routine that works for me where I get to spend some time doing those things I love to do.