Tempers flare
Here is a dirty shameful secret I am going to share, I have a temper, and usually I an control it without incident, but every once in awhile it flairs and I see red and then I have a mini explosion and then i feel the worst guilt EVER!!! The worst of it is, though, these temper flairs are always directed at my kids or loved ones. And its always the proverbial straw that broke the camels back that does it. Its never a big thing it's always the last little thing that tips the scale, but I think that's how life is at least my life. The trouble with my temper is that I have a hugely long fuse and many times things can improve and the fuse expands, but when things don't improve and my nerves continue to be rubbed raw on a daily basis, eventually the dust blows the bomb and it's a big bomb. It's a lot of yelling, a lot of theatrics, a spank may be involved. (Oh if you are going to pass judgement, go right ahead, but I am not going to pay any attention to those nega...